Serious discussion

wedding--->arrgghhhhh...(0.0)

early of this month the first couple in our batch getting married (seems very happy lovey dovey couple)...then, my friends and me discussing about getting married at younger age (i am turn to 23 this year--->is that consider young?)...me my self has my own opinion. i far as i concern..getting married as earlier as possible is better because we are future doctors..we dont know what futures are waiting us..a part from that getting married earlier is better to post into same place..which is the most fear part i am concern with..we will going to housemanship for 2 years. can u imagine life suck with ward rounds, patients and oncalls--->i dont know how to maintain a relationship if we are in different places. not just different..what if sorang at perlis and another one at johor or maybe sabah or sarawak????..fear of he taken by some other hot houseman or maybe nurses or even a patient (there are still a possibility)--->so for me getting married earlier is better.

but 2 of my friends have different view of looking at it. one of them said, getting married during study is not good. as a student, we dont have payslip. how can the husband giving a nafkah to his wife. besides, we are staying in colleague..obsviously, husband and wife cant stay together. these 2 problems might not seems to be important. as u are so excited to get married everything seems so flowery and no problem waiting ahead. but, these 2 problem might be a major problem waiting as both of it is important to maintain a relationship.

another friend of mine mention, as a student our life is not stable in financial or even in sleep-wake cycle (^_^)...quite true..:P

besides these 2 friends of mine others are so excited of knowing they are getting married. one of us said, reason of her not getting married yet because of family problem ( the guy's fmaily doesnt really approve her besides, her sis is not getting married yet). another 2 is single mingle.

so, that is about our conversation about one of our colleague marriage--->what ever it is i wish the happy ever after (i am so excited of getting married as well!!!!!).

then, today i drag him to mcd at 2am (LAPAAAAAAA)..i dont know how but suddenly we are talking about our future. i dont know what to say. he is so serious (tak tau sbb ngantuk atau mmg serious) talking about marriage. he said, we should move on. but i dont know what to say. suddenly i felt all my life will be sank and i cant sleep at 6am and wake at 3pm anymore. i cant do anything i used to to do it by self. i was like stunted and speechless. even though deep in my heart i really want to get married but seems like i love what i am in recently.however, whenever i am thinking about our future then i shivering..i want to get married. furthermore, i dont know what to tell to my brother..moreover, my grandma choose my sis to get married first!!!!..omigod..i dont know what to say..finally i answer him by saying..i will ask my sister opinion first.. seriously i dont know what to say and how to handle this kind of thing. i dont have any experience about it....btu still deep inside me i glad he is so serious. we have been in marriage discussion few times before this but not as serious as this one--->which succesfully make me shiver until now...until now i still dont know and dont have any idea how to move on..mmmmm..

why should i go out with u version 2.0

last Friday, I started a war--->dgn die la sape lg...padan muke...lame jugak laaa..smpai die kasik chocalate n cd pon xnak ngaku kalah gak (walopon dh cair dh sbnrnye(^_^))...few days after that die asked for dinner pon I tolak (kire jual mahal giler la time ni)..until tuesday he asked me for dinner again (dh mkn ngan nad-->ikut hati nk jual mahal lagik...tp..dh lame xjumpe die o.o)..so i asked him 10 reason why should i go out wif u again (yayay)..so, this is his answers :

1. I want to make sure u eat

2. I want u eat good food

3. Receipt is under me

4. Wheeze and fresh air outside

5. I want to eat good food as well

6. Can't swallow "mak yong" food anymore

7. car has not been start for few days

8. we havent meet so quite sometime

9. i am starting to miss u

10. because u are mine

so, walopon xla lapar sgt--->tp end up kuar dinner dgn die...yayayyayayayyayay--->mcm tu la war ended.

to whom who may concern

To whom who may concern,

You broke my heart into pieces. I hate you. You make me cry everyday. But do you know that i am crying every night before sleep. No you dont. I dont know how to you what I feel. Sometime...it might be me who have very sensitive heart. But that is me. You should have know me. But do you really know what i feel with what ever you are doing. No you dont..

Thank you.

10 reasons why should i go out with u

one lucky day..he ask me out (tomorrow, i mean)..then i got this silly idea----->gv me 10 reasons why should i go out with u dear...

then these are the 10 reasons!!!!!!!!

1. tomorrow is friday

2. got money to spend with you

3. i'm boring

4. nothing to do in college

5. want to eat good foood with you in my good eye

6. wanna hv fun

7. u love hanggin' out too

8. u want me to eat with oso

9.long time no see u dear

10. I miss u

heeeeee.....euphoric!!!!!!!

i should explain this...for no.9 and 10...i love it to the max..i smile till death..:)..the thing is we havent met only 2 day..then he gv reason like we havent met for years..then he miss me..

the reason why i ask this silly question because i want to hear the last reason he gave me. but, too my surprise i got it all unexpected ten reasons..i do ask him to give me all ten reasons i want..then he gave me this!!!!

1.I miss u

2.I miss u

3.I miss u

4.I miss u

5.I miss u

6.I miss u

7.I miss u

8.I miss u

9.I miss u

10.I miss u

i miss u tooooooooooooo.....