progression~~~

oh dh lame giler sy tidak mengupdate this bloq rupenye..(-o-)

but the most important is, i have move on..I AM ENGAGED!!!!!

later i put on some picture..

sayang

azifar30: faizal tgh bt pe?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal tgh chatting ngan gf faizal laa

azifar30: sape tu????

faizal PorPramuk: rasenye sape??

azifar30: alaaaa

azifar30: mane tau

faizal PorPramuk: alooo.. knp x tau? cube la teka

azifar30:

azifar30: alaaa

azifar30: sape

azifar30: bg la klu

faizal PorPramuk: clue..

faizal PorPramuk: mmm.. die slalu x dgr ckp faizal

azifar30: yeke

faizal PorPramuk: die slalu nk gaduh ngan faizal

azifar30: eeee

azifar30: teruknyeeee

faizal PorPramuk: lps tu die suke cubit faizal

azifar30: wawawawawawawa

azifar30: cian faizal kene cubit

faizal PorPramuk: lps tu kdang2 die suke naek angin ngan faizal pasal bende2 yg kecik je

azifar30: alaaaa

azifar30: bese la tu

azifar30: pms mmg pms

azifar30: *pmpuan mmg pms

faizal PorPramuk: kdang2 faizal x salah pun, tp disalahkn ;-(

faizal PorPramuk:

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: yeke

azifar30: cth

faizal PorPramuk: a'ah.. tp besenye faizal x lawan balik. sbb die mmg mood x baek

faizal PorPramuk: rasenye x dgr ckp faizal pun

faizal PorPramuk: slalunye mesti nk menang gak. x boleh mengalah pun

azifar30: faizal xske eh

faizal PorPramuk:

faizal PorPramuk: mesti la x

azifar30: np?

faizal PorPramuk: sbb faizal slalu kne marah je..

faizal PorPramuk: lame2 faizal adapt dgn kurangkn bercakap

azifar30: faizal xpujuk

faizal PorPramuk: faizal pujuk, tp x cukup rasenye

azifar30: yeke

faizal PorPramuk: lame2 kne marah.. lame2 faizal jd lagi senyap

azifar30: faizal pujuk mcm mane?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal pujuk la.. faizal mintak maaf.

azifar30: minta maaf xsame ngan pujuk

faizal PorPramuk: kdang2 faizal x tau sbb ape die marah ngan faizal

faizal PorPramuk: mula2 faizal rase bersalah

faizal PorPramuk: tp lame2, faizal rase marah

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x phm

azifar30: knp marah

faizal PorPramuk: sbb faizal cuba pujuk tp die mcm x heran pun

faizal PorPramuk: die x bgtau pun sbb ap die marah

faizal PorPramuk: lame2 faizal la yg marah'

faizal PorPramuk: tp faizal x nk tunjuk faizal marah

azifar30: tp nmpk sgt je

faizal PorPramuk: x. .bese nye faizal clueless

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x pandai

azifar30: nmpk laaa

faizal PorPramuk: lgpun faizal x pandai pujuk,

faizal PorPramuk: xde sape2 penah ajar faizal

azifar30: sbb tu la

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x pnh tgk observe pun mcmane pujuk tu

azifar30: sbb faizal xobservant

faizal PorPramuk: bkn saje x observant, tp x pandai

faizal PorPramuk: kadang2 faizal salah kn diri sbb x pandai,

faizal PorPramuk: tp x bleh, kepandaian tu anugerah tuhan

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x tau ap nk buat besenye

azifar30: faizal rase ap ptt faizal buat

faizal PorPramuk: pujuk rasenye

azifar30: pujuk mcm mane?

faizal PorPramuk: x tau

azifar30: mcm ne nk pujuk klu xtau

faizal PorPramuk: faizal cube beli die hadiah. tp x tau betul ke x ap yg faizal buat tu

faizal PorPramuk: mungkin salah, mungkin betul

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x paham langsung gf faizal ni

faizal PorPramuk: rasenye faizal x akan phm.. selama lamenye

faizal PorPramuk: sbb pompuan mmg complicated

azifar30: mane bleh mcm tu

azifar30: mcm ne nk kawen

faizal PorPramuk: rasenye mane ad suami yg phm isteri..

faizal PorPramuk: ni br normal

azifar30: ????????????

faizal PorPramuk: faizal rase x perlu tau pun xpe.. sbb tersangat complicated pompuan ni

faizal PorPramuk: lagi2 gf faizal ni. tmbhn faizal seorang yg simple

azifar30: mane ad complicated

faizal PorPramuk: sngt complicated

azifar30: mane ad

azifar30: ap yg complicated

faizal PorPramuk: tingkah laku die complicated. tindakan die complicated. perasaan die

faizal PorPramuk: mmg x phm lnsung,,

azifar30: ap yg xpham?

faizal PorPramuk: tindakan die..

faizal PorPramuk: knp die suke sngt merajuk

faizal PorPramuk: slalu sngt naek angin bende2 yg kecik

faizal PorPramuk: kdang2 bende yg kecik, tp die jdkn lg teruk

faizal PorPramuk: x phm lngsung!

azifar30: sbb faizal xpng amek kesah bnd kecik

faizal PorPramuk: knp die x penah bgtau & guide faizal

faizal PorPramuk: slalu harapkn faizal pk sendri.. smp bile2 pun faizal x boleh pk

azifar30: sbb merajuk

azifar30: spy faizla tau

faizal PorPramuk: knp x bgtau je terus baek2

faizal PorPramuk: lg senang faizal nk phm

faizal PorPramuk: slalu cepat faizal buat tindakan, dr biarkn faizal tertanya2

azifar30: mmmmm

azifar30: sbb pmpuan mmg mcm tu kot

azifar30: die nk laki berusaha nk ambil tau

faizal PorPramuk: die x phm lelaki

faizal PorPramuk: lelaki x pk mcm pompuan

faizal PorPramuk: mmg x boleh

faizal PorPramuk: die x penah 'put herself in my shoe'

azifar30: knp ckp mcm tu

faizal PorPramuk: sbb setiap kali bende mcm ni berlaku, ad kesan psychologiccal kt faizal

faizal PorPramuk: mungkin slow2

azifar30: ap kesan psychological tu?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x seceria dlu,

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x brani nk ckp perasaan

faizal PorPramuk: faizal semakin senyap

faizal PorPramuk: sbb takut bende mcm ni berulang

faizal PorPramuk: faizal stress

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x suke marah, x suke luah kn perasaan

faizal PorPramuk: faizal akn simpan sume tu

azifar30: knp xluahkan

faizal PorPramuk: sbb x de sape2 dgr pun

faizal PorPramuk: lgpun faizal nk lupekn bende2 lame

faizal PorPramuk: tp ad side effect die buat mcm ni

faizal PorPramuk: faizal impulsive

faizal PorPramuk: lame2 marah tu accumulate, faizak akn jd impulsive\

azifar30: ap faizal bt?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal akn buat bende tanpa pk

azifar30: cth?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal pnh simpan satu kertas ni

faizal PorPramuk: dlm tu, faizal tulis bende yg fiza buat faizal marah

azifar30: dh brape byk?

faizal PorPramuk: satu helai je, tp dh penuh

faizal PorPramuk: setiap kali kite gaduh faizal akn tulis kt atas kertas tu

azifar30: pastu?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x tau knp faizal buat mcm tu

faizal PorPramuk: tp setiap kali kite gaduh lg skali, mcm sume marah2 faizal dr dlu2 akn accumulate

faizal PorPramuk: ad skali tu faizal marah sngt

azifar30: knp?

faizal PorPramuk: ad skali tu kite gaduh, faizal marah sngt.

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x tunjuk faizal marah . tulis je dlm kertas

faizal PorPramuk: ad skali tu smp faizal plan nk break ngan fiza

azifar30: knp?

faizal PorPramuk: fiza slalu sngt merajuk ngan faizal

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x tau knp

azifar30: sorrrryyyyyy

azifar30: sy tau sy salah

faizal PorPramuk: xpe2

faizal PorPramuk: faizal rase kite boleh berubah

azifar30: ad masenye sy sensitif sgt

azifar30: faizal slh ckp pon sy marah

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm..

azifar30: sorry

faizal PorPramuk: faizal pun sorry gak

azifar30: sy tau faizal xpandai pujuk

azifar30: sy tau ble sy merajuk faizal mcm xnak pujuk sy pon

azifar30: sy tau sbb sy merajuk bnd kecik2 je

azifar30: sbb tu sy lg marah

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm...

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x tau mccmane nk pujuk

faizal PorPramuk: xde idea

azifar30: sy pon xtau mcm ne nk ajar

faizal PorPramuk: mmm. fiza kne la ajar

faizal PorPramuk: faizal mmg xde source

azifar30: sy xtau ap sy nk

faizal PorPramuk: faizal tau faizal mmg x kesah bende kecik2

faizal PorPramuk: faizal rase laki mmg mcm tu

azifar30: mgkn kot

faizal PorPramuk: faizal kalo pk bende2 kecik nnt stress

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm...

faizal PorPramuk: faizal igt mase kite mula2 jumpe dlu mase 2nd yer

faizal PorPramuk: fiza mase tu laen.

faizal PorPramuk: x marah2 faizal

azifar30: sbb sy xgtau faizal

faizal PorPramuk: mmm.. ble dh lame2 knal fiza slalu sngt marah faizal

faizal PorPramuk: slalu naek angin, cpt marah

azifar30: faizal xske?

faizal PorPramuk: mesti laa x

faizal PorPramuk: dlu faizal ceria, skarang x dh

faizal PorPramuk: lame2 nnt faizal lg x ceria

azifar30: sorry

azifar30: sy bt faizal mcm tu

faizal PorPramuk: fiza x prasan ke perubahn faizal dr dlu?

azifar30: perasan

azifar30: sbb tu sume bnd sy kene interrogate

faizal PorPramuk: bgs gak interogate

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x open sngt

faizal PorPramuk: fiza pun br tau faizal simpan kertas tu

azifar30: a'ah

azifar30: faizal xpnh gtau pon

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x bgtau sape2 pun

faizal PorPramuk: faizal nk jd mcm kite 2nd yer dlu

faizal PorPramuk: tp skarang ni faizal lg matang

azifar30: pasni sy cbe kurabgkan treshold sensitif eh

faizal PorPramuk: knp fiza slalu marah2?

azifar30: ntah

azifar30: sy perasan gak

azifar30: dulu pms sy xteruk mcm ni

azifar30: skang ni even bdk2 group sy pon sume kene marah

faizal PorPramuk: faizal tau. bdk2 laen bgtau faizal

azifar30: yeke

faizal PorPramuk: a'ah

faizal PorPramuk: faizal cdh

azifar30: diorg ckp ap?

faizal PorPramuk: diorang ckp fiza kuat marah

azifar30: yeke

faizal PorPramuk: garang

faizal PorPramuk: a'ah

azifar30: uuuu

azifar30: teruknyee

faizal PorPramuk: tu laa..

faizal PorPramuk: stiap kali fiza pms, faizal akn takut

faizal PorPramuk: sbb tu faizal nk keep track

faizal PorPramuk: spy boleh estimate

azifar30: dh bejaye keep track x?

faizal PorPramuk: boleh la sket2

azifar30: sy mmg hot temper

azifar30: dulu2

azifar30: sy xreti nk marah org

azifar30: dulu sy marah kt dlm bilik air

azifar30: mase mandi

azifar30: nk baling sabun ke

azifar30: ubat gigi ke

faizal PorPramuk: uuuu

azifar30: sume bende la

faizal PorPramuk: mungkin sbb tu jd mcm ni

azifar30: sy rs sbb sy xad tmpt nk ckp kot

faizal PorPramuk: skang dh ad faizal

faizal PorPramuk: fiza spatutnye ckp ngan faizal

azifar30: kakak sy slalu marah apsal faizal

faizal PorPramuk: marah pasal ap?

azifar30: die xbagi faizal kuar ngan sy

azifar30: klu balik kpg faizal kn amek sy

azifar30: die marah gak

azifar30: aritu mase phone rosak

azifar30: sy ckp sy gune phone faizal

azifar30: die marah gak

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: mase faizal pass 2nd phone tu die ty phone sape

azifar30: sy takut nk ckp phone faizal

azifar30: sy ckp phone zue die xmarah

azifar30: pastu nk g bli phone die xbagi pg ngan faizal

faizal PorPramuk: uuuuu...

faizal PorPramuk: die x trust fiza nye bf

faizal PorPramuk: rasenye

azifar30: mgkn kot

azifar30: sy rs sbb mak sy treat die mcm tu kot dulu

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm..

azifar30: sy xpnh ckp dkt die pasal faizal

azifar30: die tau dr pakcik sy

azifar30: mase nk blk selayang kan faizal slalu teman kt lrt

azifar30: pakcik gtau kt opah ngan kakak

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm.. kalo kite bertunang awal rasenye solve x mslah ni?

azifar30: xtau

faizal PorPramuk: mmm..

azifar30: sy rs solve ble kawen kot

azifar30: sbb tu sy plan nk kawen awal

azifar30: tp ble pikir2 balik

azifar30: nnt kene marah juga

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: sy bukan xnak bw faizal jmpe abang

azifar30: tp sy takut kakak marah

faizal PorPramuk: uuuuu...

azifar30: sy tgk cousin sy dh lame giler dh tunang die dtg umah

azifar30: klu mak ayah sy ad lg sy dh bw dh

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm... kalo mcm ni, faizal bw family faizal jumpe abg fiza

azifar30: bleh ke

faizal PorPramuk: boleh. dun worry

faizal PorPramuk: faizal xde masalah

azifar30: tp sy takut

faizal PorPramuk: knp takut? kite buat bnde yg baek

azifar30: sbb dgn family sy xluahkan perasaan sy sgt

azifar30: sy xtau ap nk ckp dgn abang

azifar30: sy pnh pikir nk gtau opah dulu

azifar30: tp opah dulu lg xbg sy kawen dulu

faizal PorPramuk: mmm..

faizal PorPramuk: family faizal sngt supportive

faizal PorPramuk: mereka boleh ckp kn utk fiza

azifar30: yeke

faizal PorPramuk: faizal bw family faizal je

faizal PorPramuk: nnt faizal bgtau family faizal

azifar30: bgtau ap?

faizal PorPramuk: bgtau masalah ni

faizal PorPramuk: dun worry ye

faizal PorPramuk: family faizal sngt supportive

azifar30: mst la worry

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm

faizal PorPramuk: insyaallah boleh

azifar30: tq

faizal PorPramuk: same2

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: pasni sy janji sy control sy py sensitif eh

faizal PorPramuk: ok.. terima kaseh'

faizal PorPramuk: kalo ad masalah, bincang la dgn faizal

faizal PorPramuk: faizal lg galakan

azifar30: bkn xnak ckp

azifar30: sy rs masalah die satu je

azifar30: faizal pon tau

faizal PorPramuk: satu pun discuss ngan faizal

faizal PorPramuk: rasenye faizal mmg jd tmpt org meluah kn perasaan. tp yg herannye gf faizal x discuss ngan faizal pun

azifar30: yeke xad

faizal PorPramuk: mungkin ad yg kecik2 kot

faizal PorPramuk: fiza rase masalah pms ni pathological x?

azifar30: ntah laa

azifar30: sy pnh pikir nk g jmp psychiatric

azifar30: tp mcm pelik je

azifar30: nk jumpe o&g

azifar30: tp xpnh plak ad kes kt klinik pasal pms

faizal PorPramuk: mmmm.. xde

azifar30: xpnh kan

faizal PorPramuk: x.

faizal PorPramuk: tp.. kalo nk try ocp fiza nk x?

azifar30: xnak

azifar30: nnt berat naek

azifar30: nnt kene diet

faizal PorPramuk: naek 2-3 kilo je. tu pun water retention

azifar30: alooo

faizal PorPramuk: faizal lg takut pms dr berat bdn fiza naek tau

azifar30: byk la tu 2-3 kilo

azifar30: mase psy dulu sy tau ssri bleh gune utk pms

faizal PorPramuk: tp ssri ad SE

azifar30: tula

faizal PorPramuk: faizal rase ocp lg baek sbb fiza x pyh present dgn pms pun

faizal PorPramuk: ckp je nk contraception

azifar30: knp faizal ske sgt ngan ocp ni

faizal PorPramuk: sbb faizal takut ngan pms fiza

azifar30: sy xrase sy bleh compliance nk mkn ocp tu

faizal PorPramuk: x susah la..

azifar30: susah laa

azifar30: cube bygkan makan kene ikut time

azifar30: tiap2 ari kene mkn waktu yg same

azifar30: klu lupe esoknye kene amek 2 kn

faizal PorPramuk: x laaa

azifar30: x eh

faizal PorPramuk: kalo lupe 12 jam amek pill same

azifar30: abes tu

faizal PorPramuk: kalo lupe lebih 12 jam, abaikn je pill yg tertinggal tu. amek pill esoknye

faizal PorPramuk: kalo suami isteri melakukan SI setiap hari laa

azifar30: huhuhuhu

faizal PorPramuk: so setiap kali b4 SI, mkn la pill

azifar30: xkan la SI tiap2 ari

faizal PorPramuk: setiap hari except period

faizal PorPramuk: mmg everyday laa

azifar30: yeke???

faizal PorPramuk: iye laa

azifar30: xsangkanyeeee

azifar30: knp frequent sgt?

faizal PorPramuk: so, mcm imposible lupe tau

faizal PorPramuk: mmg newly wed mcm tu

faizal PorPramuk: sbb diorang maseh muda 7 energetic

faizal PorPramuk: &

azifar30: xsangkenye

faizal PorPramuk: laaa.. baru tau ke

azifar30: a'ah

azifar30: sy igt mase o&g dulu yg normal 2-3x/week

azifar30: so sy igt sume org mcm tu

azifar30: sy xtau plak tiap2 ari

azifar30: xpenat ke

faizal PorPramuk: mmm.. tah laa. rase nye x penat sbb naek 2 flight of stairs je

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: eeee

faizal PorPramuk: nk tau x, kalo newly wed kn, boleh smp 3 kali sehari tau

azifar30: ?????

azifar30: mane faizal tau ni???

faizal PorPramuk: Dr yg bgtau

faizal PorPramuk: Dr O7G

faizal PorPramuk: o&G

azifar30: mcm mkn ubat plak..tds

faizal PorPramuk: btul2.. Dr pun gune perkataan tds ari mase tu

azifar30: hahahaha

azifar30: qid xad?

faizal PorPramuk: tah laa.. x tau laa.

azifar30: sy igtkan selama ni prn je

azifar30:

faizal PorPramuk: so, faizal rase kite x kn lupe kalo SI setiap ari laa

azifar30: tp sy xkawen lg mcm ne nk igt

faizal PorPramuk: nnt dh start kawen nnt br la start mkn pill. x kn la nk mntk pill tu skang. nnt Dr syak yg bkn2

azifar30: hehehehe

azifar30: faizal la yg kene g minta

faizal PorPramuk: faizal ok je..

azifar30: eeee

azifar30: xsangka

faizal PorPramuk: hehehe.. klaka la fiza ni..

azifar30: ap yg klakanye

faizal PorPramuk: faizal x sangka fiza x tau org dh kawen SI setiap hari

azifar30: xpnh ad org gtau

azifar30: mase ehsan kawen dulu bdk2 pmpuan ad gak bt lawak pasal tu

azifar30: sy igt diorg hyperbolkan cerite je

azifar30: *hyperbola

faizal PorPramuk: hahahahahahahahahaha

azifar30: rupe2nye mmg ad

azifar30: knp gelak

faizal PorPramuk: betul laaa.. bkn mmg ad. x normal tau kalo newly wed x buat OD

faizal PorPramuk: ON

azifar30: OD ke OD ni??

azifar30: eh silap

azifar30: OD ke ON?

faizal PorPramuk: ON la kot. mlm sbelum tido kn slalunye SI

azifar30: mane faizal tau

azifar30: ty ehsan eh

faizal PorPramuk: faizal male. faizal akn pk pasal SI setiap mlm sblum tiso

faizal PorPramuk: tido

azifar30: ???????????????????????????????

azifar30: serius????????

faizal PorPramuk: serius. mmg male mcm tu

azifar30: kalo penat sgt pon pikir gak ke?

faizal PorPramuk: kalo pk pasal SI sblum tido, relax kn bdn

faizal PorPramuk: lg sng tido

faizal PorPramuk: heeee

azifar30: errrkkk

azifar30: xtakut ke?

faizal PorPramuk: takut ap?

azifar30: mmmmm

azifar30: kalo pmpuan kan

azifar30: diorg ckp saket tau

azifar30: uuuuu

azifar30: klu tds lg la saket

azifar30: wawwawa

faizal PorPramuk: a'ah.. faizal pun dgr mm tu.. tp awal2 je sbenarnye

faizal PorPramuk: mcm tu

faizal PorPramuk: lps dh bese kn, x saket sngt kot

faizal PorPramuk: lps tu kn, faizal dgr lg, lps 2-3 mgg kawen kn, isteri plak yg mintak SI dr suami

azifar30: ????

azifar30: yeke

azifar30: knp plak?

faizal PorPramuk: sbb isteri dh start 'enjoy' rasenye..

azifar30: "enjoy"

azifar30: enjoy ke????

azifar30: eerrrkkk

faizal PorPramuk: seronok laa.. x kn la x bes kot

azifar30: ntah la

azifar30: sy xpham

faizal PorPramuk: xpe.. nnt kite phm

faizal PorPramuk: fiza stuju x kalo kite gune ocp ble kawen nnt?

azifar30: bleh kot

azifar30: tp xnak la ocp

azifar30: implanon ke

azifar30: hihihihihi

azifar30: mcm jeda

faizal PorPramuk: alooo. implanon mne bleh treat pms

faizal PorPramuk: TAKUT

azifar30: eh??

azifar30: knp plak?

faizal PorPramuk: sbb implanon progesteron only

azifar30: bkn ke same je

azifar30: owhhh

azifar30: igtkan combine

azifar30: injection?

faizal PorPramuk: xlaa. hny cocp je combine yg boleh treat pms, pcos, acne, & dub

azifar30: alooooo

azifar30:

faizal PorPramuk: tu laa.. faizal tau, kne compliance kn

faizal PorPramuk: xpelaa.. SI setiap hari laa.. x lupenye. mkn pill b4 SI la br la igt

azifar30: alaaa

azifar30: kene ke ON

faizal PorPramuk: x. cocp x strcit snt die punye time mkn pill tu

faizal PorPramuk: x mcm pop

azifar30: pop tu ap

faizal PorPramuk: progesterone only pill/ mini pill/ noriday

azifar30: owh noriday tu progesteron je rupe2nye

faizal PorPramuk: a'ah..

faizal PorPramuk: cocp- yasmin, mercilon, diane-35

faizal PorPramuk: marvelon kot

azifar30: mercilon la

azifar30: ad byk kt kk

faizal PorPramuk: marvelon pun ad gak

azifar30: ad gak

azifar30: ooo

faizal PorPramuk: xpe. kite tgk yg mne 1 plg effective utk pms

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: mcm ne nk tau

faizal PorPramuk: tny prof har

faizal PorPramuk:

azifar30: faizal la ty

azifar30: heeeeeeeeee

faizal PorPramuk: faizal ok je

faizal PorPramuk: yay2.. bestnye.....

azifar30: knp best?

faizal PorPramuk: fiza xde pms, xde mslh acne dh, & plg penting............. SI ON!!!!

faizal PorPramuk: yay

azifar30: eeeee

azifar30: tanak

azifar30: prn je la

faizal PorPramuk: mne boleh laaaaa

azifar30: knp

faizal PorPramuk: nnt mcmane suami nk tido mlm2.

azifar30: hehehheh

azifar30: tido je la

faizal PorPramuk: ok. cube bygkn tgh brg sebelah isteri yg sexy. lps tu die brg sebelah faizal. tp die terus tido.. pada mase tu faizal pk psl SI

faizal PorPramuk: mne boleh tido

azifar30: xleh tido eh

azifar30: mmmmm

azifar30: abes tu mlm2 mcm ne faizal tido?

faizal PorPramuk: sbb xde isteri sexy sblah faizal.

azifar30: oooo

azifar30: klu mcm tu kene tido pakai jubah laaa

azifar30: xleh sexy2

azifar30:

faizal PorPramuk: kesian isteri,, panas

azifar30: hahhaha

faizal PorPramuk: kne pakai sexy2 tau...

azifar30: knp kene sexy2

faizal PorPramuk: br la sejuk, senang tido

azifar30: sejuk la susah tido

azifar30: nnt menggigil

faizal PorPramuk: alaaa...

faizal PorPramuk: kne gak pakai sexy. tu arahan suami..

azifar30: bg faizal kn

azifar30: sexy tu mcm ne?

faizal PorPramuk: mmm.... sexy tu expose skin yg byk

azifar30: kt bilik pon sy expose skin juga

faizal PorPramuk: mmm.. faizal nk isteri faizal expose peha die

faizal PorPramuk: expose tangan & shoulder

faizal PorPramuk: leher& dada sedikit

azifar30: sy rase

faizal PorPramuk: peha tu tahap 10 cm below pubic tubercle kne expose

azifar30: 90% pmpuan tido dgn 90% of faizal py criteria tu

faizal PorPramuk: wawawa.. so dh ckp sexy dh

azifar30: ap special sgt dgn peha tu

faizal PorPramuk: fiza dlm 90 % tu ke?

azifar30: siap ad measurement lg

azifar30: faizal rs?

faizal PorPramuk: faizal rase fiza bkn dlm 90% tu

azifar30: knp faizal rs mcm tu?

faizal PorPramuk: sbb fiza seorang yg pemalu

azifar30: pemalu xsexy la

faizal PorPramuk: tah laa

faizal PorPramuk: fiza dlm 90% tu ke?

azifar30: xnak la gtau

faizal PorPramuk: xpe2..

azifar30: nnt faizal imagine

faizal PorPramuk: x pntg skang ni fiza tido pkai ap. yg penting bile dh jd isteri nnt

faizal PorPramuk:

faizal PorPramuk: peha sngt special sbb....

faizal PorPramuk: errr.. peha pompuan sexy

azifar30: sexy ke?

azifar30: xrase sexy pon

faizal PorPramuk: hahahaha..

faizal PorPramuk: hmpr sume bhgian badan pompuan sexy laa

azifar30: eh

azifar30: sy igt lelaki ske tgk dada je..

faizal PorPramuk: tu pun suke gak

azifar30: eeee

azifar30: faizal pon mcm tu la tu

faizal PorPramuk: sume laki mcm tu laaa

faizal PorPramuk: tu la normal

faizal PorPramuk: fiza syg

faizal PorPramuk: faizal nk g sahur dlu

azifar30: nk ikut

azifar30: lapar

faizal PorPramuk: faizal g mak yong je

faizal PorPramuk: mkn roti je kot

azifar30: owh

azifar30: mmm

azifar30: xpe laa

azifar30: mak yong bkn ke tutup kul 5 ke

faizal PorPramuk: tah laa

faizal PorPramuk: kul 6 kan

faizal PorPramuk: try la tgk nnt

faizal PorPramuk: faizal beli roti je pun

azifar30: owh ok

faizal PorPramuk: ok.. nk sahur x?

azifar30: xnak la mkn roti

faizal PorPramuk: mkn la something

azifar30: mane ad something nk mkn

faizal PorPramuk: mmm.. roti, milo?

azifar30: mane ad roti

azifar30: xnak la milo

faizal PorPramuk: ok.. xpe2..

faizal PorPramuk: ok.

azifar30: faizal g la cafe

azifar30: sy risau die ttp

azifar30: sy rs die ttp kul5

faizal PorPramuk: ok.

azifar30: bye2

faizal PorPramuk: kalo tutup faizal minum milo je

faizal PorPramuk: ok.

faizal PorPramuk: gudnite syg

azifar30: nite

faizal PorPramuk: love u sooo much

azifar30: love u toooo

I LOVE THIS CONVERSATION

I LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY

LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU

22 year old baby girl

obviously nothing to write other than bout him...(^-^)..because i am in love!!!!!

it was happen 2 days ago..he was in HTI..he ask me out on friday..

he said he will be back to HUKM on friday..

when i ask why

->i want to see my gf (not mention her name)..

then i ask him why?..

he said he miss her..

who is ur gf?

she is a 22 year old baby girl

................------>>>its me!!!!

K.A.W.E.N

k.a.w.e.n......heeee...ble la nak kawen ni..:(..oh..mama..saya mahu kawen..(^-^)..

i dont care when is my wedding date--->my brain cant wait to think about it anymore..so this is what i plan so far..

1. nak kawen kt mane????--->i strongly going for combine reception!!!!!!!!!!!!...one hall only..malas nk buat 2times reception..:P

2. pelamin

3. Wedding clothes

4. invitation cards

5. goodies

6. nikah clothes

7. make up (nikah + reception)

8. hantaran

- for him -for me

*sejadah *telekung

*al-Quran *cake

*buah *choc

*cake *buah

*choc *shoe

*shoe *bag

*shirt+tie *watch

*perfume *perfume

*dompet + belt *ring

cukup ke ni???

------>>>i promise him in 8 months time, i will be officially his!!!!..ameeennn..pray for me..

'eclipse'

yayay...eclipse out!!!!!!!!---->mode: scream out loud..

i know eclipse will be out in cinema about 3 month ago. my friend ask to join twilitghters and going for the premier view. what is so bezzzz about primier-->just one day earlier than usual. that what was i think during that time. another one is. nak g ngan saperrrr...ngan F??..(^-^)..yayayay..i starting to plan in my head. but i end up forgot the website to purchase premier ticket..:P--->padan muka..so i decide not to go since ticket is 60 and i am not sure my schedule for 5th year yet.

3 months later.....

war again--->reason?---.sbb die kt teluk intan..:(..i dont like!!!!..jauh tau!!!!!!!!!!...besides, he is kind of busy this few weeks..initially i do understand his busyness..but i know his life is not as busy as he experience in HUKm when he went to HTI..but end up he treat me the same way as his busyness time..:(..text me few second before sleep even though he is completely not doing anything good before that!..so as punishment i treat him same way..padan muka!..when friday comes, me and my friend when to Sg. Tekala (even though i know he is back on the same day)..i saw him arrived but still follow my friend to Sg. Tekala. then he ask for dinner--->ask usual if i declare world war he will ask me this way--->"malam ni sudi kuar makan ngan F x?"...actually i miss him. but ego overcome my lovely feeling. i keep him waiting for about 5 hours. i when back at 9pm..

he gv me flowers..(^-^)...i am hypervigilance person ok..i saw that flower in his car before that..tp saje je buat2 xnampak..hwhwhwhwhw..then, he ask me for eclipse movie!!!!--->pandai plak nk pujuk..both of us worry ticket sold out. i answer him this way---->"tak kire nak jugak!"...he should know, if not fulfill another world war starting..he call me baby--->because baby always scream like what they want like me--->nak jugak!!!!...yes i am ur baby!!!!..he called me spoiled baby..(^-^)..who cares..love u sayang!!!!!!!!!..

eclipse movie obviously meet our feeling (missing mode)..lots of love scenes!..kissing, hugging and nearly real love scene!----->since i am a baby, he close my eyes every each those scenes are showing.."u r not allowed to see this!"..hugging his muscular right arm tightly with my other hands hugging his abs and laid my head on his shoulder + all those love scenes--->really shooting up our pheromones!!!

-----------------------------------------LOVING MODE---------------------------------------

---------------------------------------DO NOT DISTURB!!!------------------------------------

next day, i rubbing his moustache ( even though has been shave, but i dont like the feeling of his rough upper lip)--->rubbing with my finger ok..not my lip!!!..i dont like!..he claimed of just shaving it..but why is like he neglecting it for month? (exagerating only)..you what is his answer..hehehehehhe.."it is normal when i keep seeing you"..hahahahahhahaha...kantoi..means ur androgens are secreting out continously when we are seeing each other ha?

Serious discussion

wedding--->arrgghhhhh...(0.0)

early of this month the first couple in our batch getting married (seems very happy lovey dovey couple)...then, my friends and me discussing about getting married at younger age (i am turn to 23 this year--->is that consider young?)...me my self has my own opinion. i far as i concern..getting married as earlier as possible is better because we are future doctors..we dont know what futures are waiting us..a part from that getting married earlier is better to post into same place..which is the most fear part i am concern with..we will going to housemanship for 2 years. can u imagine life suck with ward rounds, patients and oncalls--->i dont know how to maintain a relationship if we are in different places. not just different..what if sorang at perlis and another one at johor or maybe sabah or sarawak????..fear of he taken by some other hot houseman or maybe nurses or even a patient (there are still a possibility)--->so for me getting married earlier is better.

but 2 of my friends have different view of looking at it. one of them said, getting married during study is not good. as a student, we dont have payslip. how can the husband giving a nafkah to his wife. besides, we are staying in colleague..obsviously, husband and wife cant stay together. these 2 problems might not seems to be important. as u are so excited to get married everything seems so flowery and no problem waiting ahead. but, these 2 problem might be a major problem waiting as both of it is important to maintain a relationship.

another friend of mine mention, as a student our life is not stable in financial or even in sleep-wake cycle (^_^)...quite true..:P

besides these 2 friends of mine others are so excited of knowing they are getting married. one of us said, reason of her not getting married yet because of family problem ( the guy's fmaily doesnt really approve her besides, her sis is not getting married yet). another 2 is single mingle.

so, that is about our conversation about one of our colleague marriage--->what ever it is i wish the happy ever after (i am so excited of getting married as well!!!!!).

then, today i drag him to mcd at 2am (LAPAAAAAAA)..i dont know how but suddenly we are talking about our future. i dont know what to say. he is so serious (tak tau sbb ngantuk atau mmg serious) talking about marriage. he said, we should move on. but i dont know what to say. suddenly i felt all my life will be sank and i cant sleep at 6am and wake at 3pm anymore. i cant do anything i used to to do it by self. i was like stunted and speechless. even though deep in my heart i really want to get married but seems like i love what i am in recently.however, whenever i am thinking about our future then i shivering..i want to get married. furthermore, i dont know what to tell to my brother..moreover, my grandma choose my sis to get married first!!!!..omigod..i dont know what to say..finally i answer him by saying..i will ask my sister opinion first.. seriously i dont know what to say and how to handle this kind of thing. i dont have any experience about it....btu still deep inside me i glad he is so serious. we have been in marriage discussion few times before this but not as serious as this one--->which succesfully make me shiver until now...until now i still dont know and dont have any idea how to move on..mmmmm..

why should i go out with u version 2.0

last Friday, I started a war--->dgn die la sape lg...padan muke...lame jugak laaa..smpai die kasik chocalate n cd pon xnak ngaku kalah gak (walopon dh cair dh sbnrnye(^_^))...few days after that die asked for dinner pon I tolak (kire jual mahal giler la time ni)..until tuesday he asked me for dinner again (dh mkn ngan nad-->ikut hati nk jual mahal lagik...tp..dh lame xjumpe die o.o)..so i asked him 10 reason why should i go out wif u again (yayay)..so, this is his answers :

1. I want to make sure u eat

2. I want u eat good food

3. Receipt is under me

4. Wheeze and fresh air outside

5. I want to eat good food as well

6. Can't swallow "mak yong" food anymore

7. car has not been start for few days

8. we havent meet so quite sometime

9. i am starting to miss u

10. because u are mine

so, walopon xla lapar sgt--->tp end up kuar dinner dgn die...yayayyayayayyayay--->mcm tu la war ended.

to whom who may concern

To whom who may concern,

You broke my heart into pieces. I hate you. You make me cry everyday. But do you know that i am crying every night before sleep. No you dont. I dont know how to you what I feel. Sometime...it might be me who have very sensitive heart. But that is me. You should have know me. But do you really know what i feel with what ever you are doing. No you dont..

Thank you.

10 reasons why should i go out with u

one lucky day..he ask me out (tomorrow, i mean)..then i got this silly idea----->gv me 10 reasons why should i go out with u dear...

then these are the 10 reasons!!!!!!!!

1. tomorrow is friday

2. got money to spend with you

3. i'm boring

4. nothing to do in college

5. want to eat good foood with you in my good eye

6. wanna hv fun

7. u love hanggin' out too

8. u want me to eat with oso

9.long time no see u dear

10. I miss u

heeeeee.....euphoric!!!!!!!

i should explain this...for no.9 and 10...i love it to the max..i smile till death..:)..the thing is we havent met only 2 day..then he gv reason like we havent met for years..then he miss me..

the reason why i ask this silly question because i want to hear the last reason he gave me. but, too my surprise i got it all unexpected ten reasons..i do ask him to give me all ten reasons i want..then he gave me this!!!!

1.I miss u

2.I miss u

3.I miss u

4.I miss u

5.I miss u

6.I miss u

7.I miss u

8.I miss u

9.I miss u

10.I miss u

i miss u tooooooooooooo.....

quotessssssss

it is happen this one lucky night i stuck in to one of the webpage talking about quotes of life...further reading end up with quotes about exam. Here are my favorite ones, here we go.....

When reviewing your notes before an exam, the most important will be illegible...

The more studying you did for the exam, the less sure you are as to which answer they want...

80% of the final exam will be based on the one lecture you missed and the one book you didn't read...

If you are given an open-book exam, you will forget your book.

If you are given a take-home exam, you will forget where you live.

those quotes make me post it to fb..as i think ppl might agree with all those quotes just like me..(^-^)

then a day after that, i search for quotes again. then i find an interesting quotes about love...here thereare..

LOVE IS ALWAYS BLIND

Butter flies

Don’t know the colours of their wings
but human eye know how nice it is

Like wise you don’t know how you are

Good but I know how special you are

I LOVE YOU

Love doesn’t ask
who are you?
Love only says
You are only for me
Love doesn’t ask
Where do You live?
Love says
You live in my heart
Love doesn’t ask
Do You love me?
Love only says
I love You

I love HIM even MORE!!!!!!

it's true---->i just found out i love him even more than i think when without thinking i had asked those silly questions :

1) what will happen if we are not together?
he will caught a flight to america and being a slave of MMA.

2) his friend will not getting married soon. probably the next 2 years. how do feel if it is happen to you?
totally devastated..i am eagerly need you now!

yay!!!!!
i love the answers given by him..

novelAHOLICS

“Novelaholic”--->is this term is exist???

I guess not. But this term is the best to describe my current......oppss...is it current?..not really. It has been few years I having this kind of fanatic towards novel. As I mentioned in my last post, my hobby is reading novel. And it is current become more serious. That is why I was thinking whether this term is really exists or not. It is obviously describing my current status.

After reseating my paediatrics posting for 3 weeks I went home in Kuala Kangsar, Perak. Nothing interesting apart from hearing my grandma’s dreams..which is not appropriate no talk about it here..(^-^).. I went back to KTDI after that for some reason which few days before that i have found out that PWTC is having KL Book Fair for a week!!!!!!!1dangerously excited. Please avoid me of getting there. But I went there!!!!...wif Mr. Right....heeee...he knew my obsession towards novels. My aim is one: Looking for NOVELS. I went back with 5 novels.

1. Crystal Clear

2. How to Lose a Husband and Gain a Life

3. The Case of the Imaginary Detective

4. Under a Blood Red Sky

5. The Death of the Bridezilla

I have finish one of its which is The Death of the Bridezilla. I try not to read it since my exam is just around the corner. But I can’t resist the obsession. Looks like I am having Obsessive and Compulsive disease. I have finished it in one night..heeeeee...

But, after the exam Mr.Ringht brought me for a post-exam celebration. Which end up of going to MPH. Straight to the point, I bought another 5 novels:

1. Remember Me

2. Can You Keep a Secret?

3. Love, Rosie

4. The Learning Curve

5. 50 Ways to Find a Lover

I have finished 2 of it. Actually, i am so excited to read Love, Rosie as from the synopsis I surely know the story and i thought this is the sequel of Where rainbows End. But........it is actually the same story. I know it from the first sentence i read it. Such a disappointment. If I know I would rather bought another novel, Who’s That Girl? By Alexandra Potter.

Since I have read few more novels i would like to refresh the Top 10 Novels...not Top 10..I want to make it Top 20 Novels:

1. Paronoia------>I borrow this from my friend so i could not recall the author

2. Can You Keep a Secret?----->Sophie Kinsella

3. The Newly Wed------>Jane Costello

4. Drop Dead Gorgeous------>Linda Howard

5. P.S I love you------>Cecilia Ahern

6. Where The Rainbow's End------>Cecilia Ahern

7. The One Got Away------>Jessica Fox

8. 50 ways To Find a Lover----->Lucy-Anne Holmes

9. Twilight----->Stephanie Meyers

10. The Death of The Bridezilla----->Laurie Brown

11. The Secondhand Bride------>Linda Lael Miller

12. Do You Come Here Often------>Alexandra Potter

13. The Other Side of The story------>Marian Keyes

14. Intimate Secret ------>B.J Daniels

15. The Undomestic Goddes----->Sophie Kinsella

16. Remember Me----->Sophie Kinsella

17. Anybody Out There----->Marian Keyes

Ooppppssss...its happen to be only 17...so I will refresh it again later..

novelAHOLICS

"bOOkS"

Books------>is the most important thing that i have to have in my life. No matter what kind of but at least i have to have some book to cherish any day of my life.

Myths has said and spread that medical student like me is a bookworm. Is that true?? I do not consider my self as a book wormer. Personally, a book worm means a person who really love and understand every book he reads. AND..he does not wasting his time of reading miscellaneous type of book LIKE ME!!!!...that is why i does not consider myself as a book wormer. In conclusion:I don't deserve it. But honestly I do love books, not all books. As for sure i have to love all the medical books..sigh..it is not that I hates it but more like I don't really into it. I mean I have to read it but not due to my interest but drive by my curiosity towards my medical field. So it is different isn't..Deep inside me I love reading english novel. I used to read Malay novel as well in the past but as i growing older (am i OLd!!!)..no..as I getting mature enough to select what is best for me I realize that malay novel is so typical type of story telling. The main leader is like an angle everyone hate her..bla..bla..bla...even though as the story goes it might get u cry a basket of tears but for me it is not worth of reading it. Why?Because as usual the story is all about love. I cant learn any other than hatred feeling of human.

At first i chose english novel as to improve my english but it is still bad until now..(-.-)..However, after a few novel I have read I can feel the different. English novel is not about the love even there are 70% are still but is more towards elaboration of the situation. Sometimes it brought us to another part of the world. They can describe every single wrinkle in your face if they want. Besides, even the story is more or less is love story but it is not so typical. As malay novel always keep the main lead like an angle it is far different in english novel. the main leader is not necessary to be like an angle. They describe how they make mistake, forgiveness, another mistakes and how they handle family problem, relationship and even friendship. I do envy their friendship. For them friendship is everything. Different novel will give you different type of friendship they have. Different type of society they are living with, different kind of myths they should and would believe into.

After about two years living with this kind of hobby (so now I consider it as my hobby) i did own more than ten novels. I don't have a feeling to count it by this moment. Eagerly want to type this thing up first.

How I choose which novel to buy???Not all people love reading english novel. I found few chinese friends of mine also having this hobby. So, to buy a good novel we should ask for others opinion. There a few they have suggests but as far as i concern they teach me to buy a novel according to an author. Most of them envy the author's write rather than the story. I find my self different. I can't stick with one author. I would rather choose the type of story. Of course love story but i do read some thriller, women fictions etc. For me to continue and finish reading each novel depends on how the author did the story arrangement. Even some of the Marian Keyes' and Cecilia Ahern's novel couldn't catch my attention to the end. But some author with only one book publish able drag my whole 24 hours on bed reading it.

This is my Top 10 NOVELS I have read until this moment i wrote this:

1. Paronoia------>I borrow this from my friend so i could not recall the author

2. The Newly Wed------>Jane Costello

3. Drop Dead Gorgeous------>Linda Howard

4. P.S I love you------>Cecilia Ahern

5. Where The Rainbow's End------>Cecilia Ahern

6. The One Got Away------>Jessica Fox

7. Twilight----->Stephanie Meyers

8. The Secondhand Bride------>Linda Lael Miller

9. Do You Come Here Often------>Alexandra Potter

10. The Other Side of The story------>Marian Keyes

can i put another one for no.11..(^-^)

11. Intimate Secret ------>B.J Daniels

^^The One That Got Away^^

The One That Got Away--->Jessica Fox.
Are you believe in tarot reading?--->No i am not!
Is love on the cards?--->Certainly not!

By this moment i just finished my newly bought novel 'The One That Got Away' by Jessica Fox'.

Honestly, this is one of great novel i ever read. As the title say it is about one girl..opppsss..no..a women in early thirties has doubt regarding her soul-mate till one night at her best friend's hen night one of them hire a tarot card reader. pheewwww......every one and each of them out with scary pale face after their card been read. This women name Fern ask the tarot reader who is her soulmate------>The One That Got away.Certainly not a perfect answer i suppose....She keep tracing back all her exes if they are the one that got away. Along the story she found out that none of them are her soul-mate. Her best-buddy, Alek is the one that got away. Actually, i did once thought Alek is her soul-mate because in the novel the ending might not as we are want it to be. So do this novel. All her good looking which is well described in the novel not fit for her type. But the sweetest thing is that she finally found and realize her soul-mate and happy ever after as they supposed to be.

As for me, reading this novel might not be a good decision i have ever made. I keep thinking intensely whether i have found my The One. These 3 thing keep lingering on my mind:
A. hv i found him?
B. hv i got him away?
C. hv i not realize yet?
D. not yet?

How on earth am i supposed to ask this question to myself and how supposed i answer it...eewwww...it is harder than i thought. I dont know what type of guy i want and i just let the fate choose for me. Is that safe to be fair? I dont know which one is the answer but certainly not B..but deep inside my heart i do think it is A...hehhehehe..whatever the answer is i still want it to be A..

B&W

B&W------>Black & White

I just realise that there are only two real color exist in the world--->Black & White..
Just finished another taiwanese idol series which is Black & White. this story did remind me the existence of these only two color in the world. they described it very in the story. Black means the bad one while White is on the other side. In this world we used to know and believe that everything has an opposite like evil and angle. Truth and Lie. Bad and Good. Love and Hate.

God created us a rainbow to remind us the existence of other spectrum of color..there are many actually..That is happen to our life..It is difficult to label certain thing Black or white because they usually come with some spectrum and keep changing.

Because of this drama..I am addicted to White color!!!!..omg..do you know what was my mind---->i want my wedding in white!..definitely white!

che Pang KHOR

just back from pangkor island yesterday..a last minutes plan turn to be a very relaxing and haevenly vacation..no regret of getting there..

last post i did mention of my exam paper..then this is the way how i divert my stress..

went with 5 other frenz..so nice..we went there by bus, took ferry, share same chalet..so nice and relaxing..wish to be there fewdays more..we went for snorkelling..hahahhaha..that is weird..for me, i dont know how to swim..i am afraid od water..in conclusion i am just not a water girl..but how can i just stand there without doing anything while others enjoying themselve by snorkelling..plus i pay for it..so i did try..thank a lost to all my frenz with their support..i did manage to enjoy the view of the sea with my 2 eyes..so beautifull..thank GOD for letting us cherish ur gift..

as the name of blog stated, che Pang Khor..i never knew that pangkor was named after a chinese man..hahhaha..so Che Pang Khor is the real name of pangkor..i just realise it at the last day while waiting for ferry..

olidey

officially start my holiday today...heeeeee...
my holiday suppose to be 2 months period.. but since i failed one of the posting thus have to sacrifice few weeks for repeat..it may took 3-4 weeks..hopefully i will pass and happily entering final year..Ameeennn..pray for me plzz...

regarding the current exam it is so damn hard!!!! espacially opthalmology..eeerrrkkkkkk...but they said for triad posting which include otorhinolaryngology, opthalmology and anaesthesiology they count it as cumulative marks..thus failure rate is lesser..really hope i will pass everything.. realllyyyy hope..only GOD know how i feel..plz GOD let me pass..ameeennnn...

so back to the title..my holiday will start with PANGKOR TRIP with my beloved frenzz..such a sudden plan..izit..no..not..actually v plan for a vaccation annually..since early sem 2 v hv discuss but end up with no conclusion until last friday suddenly one of us raise the issue and desperately everyone need a vacation to release whatever stress v have now..and desperately v choose PANGKOR..huhuhuhu..one of the most beautiful island in the world though..(^-^)..

since CNY is just around the corner v might end up going to nowhere cause of fully booked hotel and chalet..how lucky v are..v called for reservation on monday(which is yesterday!) and got one of the chalet..thank GOD!..bought a bus ticket to LUMUT for 6 people and just waiting for the day to come!!!!!...

HERE I COME PANGKOR!!!!!!

yAMApi

currently addicted to CODE BLUE~~well not really addicted but did leave a great impact to me as a medical student~~
CODE BLUE starring by YAMAPI..heeee..very great role yamapi have..very calm, cool and enthusiastic doctor...really3x and highly recommended all medical student or anyone related to medical field to watch this drama.. it is not really addicted.. very light but yet did leave great impact as i said before..they have great passion and spirit towards patient and sacrifices they life for it..

i was watching this for the first time few months ago..but leave it at episode 4..it is not that because boring or what..each conflict solve in every episode..so not so wasting time..
i did resume all the episode during my study week..i have no intention to watch it..i was doing it accidentally as i am very depressed of my exam paper..totally depress..i have develop psychomotor retardation for hours..suddenly in the midnight i watch CODE BLUE..and luckily i gain my spirit and totally inspired by them..they make me survive till now..

even though the procedure they have done it is not really correct step but yet the management is great!..

~~Taiwan and Korean drama FEVER~~

``REN GUANG XI``

currently in love with Taiwan drama~~~~Autumn's Concerto~~~
- good looking Ren Guang Xi and Liang Mu Cheng.
- super cute Liang Xiao Le!!!
- great chemistry among the leader.
- super great story line.
i dunno that Van ness Wu is handsome to death till i watch this drama. he was like a gay-type in meteor garden before..hehhehe..now he change my perception..he melt my heart..gulp!..
autumn's concerto is still onair in Taiwan..waiting for the very last and final episode!!!!..

apart from that MOMO LOVE also good..keep me laughing to death for hours..hahahhaha..nice brothers and cute lead!..

i was watching Over the Rainbow last week..different story-line compare to other korean drama. start to in love with the hero---Ji Hyun WOO..he not so handsome but i like his character..he sang an ONE EYED FISH in the drama which deeply touched my heart...after googling..i found out he is a talented singer, dancer and actor...ooooohhhhh...i saw his perforamance in YOUTUBE playing guitar and sang a song title 'I will give you all" from the full house..OMIGOD..his voice is so gooooooddddd....playing guitar like that absolutely melt my heart even faster!!!!...

Mr. L

dear Mr. L,
first of all, thank you for being my company for more than a year(nearly 2 years actually). you have serve me a lot and help me whenever i am in stressed. you are my savior! you know what i need and serve me whenever in needed.

i am so sorry for not able to take a good care of you. it is all my fault. you have inform me to restart you whenever you have detected new virus. but i am stubborn enough to not to take your word. and it is end up that you are suffering. even i am suffering as well.

i am a medical student. i have learn to diagnose and manage sick people but i can not do the same to you. i can not diagnose you. i dont know what is your problem make you suddenly collapse in front of me. with the help of my brother in law he diagnose you with an infection. strong enough to have poor prognosis. not just poor but bad. i dont know you have such serious problem. nothing i can do. i am so sorry my dear Mr.L.

lastly, thank you for have been my friend my good and bestest friend in deed. thank you so much!!!..i will never forget you.

p/s: i wrote this using my new lappy.

``22``

why do i love you??

~~22 things i love about you~~

1. you are damnly honest!
2. you are obsviously innocent even though it is not really actually.
3. you are straight foward person.
4. you are an alpha man.
5. you dont know when i was hurt.
6. you dont know how to treat me when i am hurt.
7. you are generous to me.
8. you are not sensitive at all.
9. you are not observation enough.
10.you are not sweet-talker.
11. you love something that is out of my mind.
12. you are schizotypal.
13. you are not romantic as i hope.
14. you are thinking me often than i do.

15. you spoilt me.

16. you have a very unreasonable jealousy.
17. you have a hot muscle!
18. you ruined every days in my life.
19. you are just an unexpected person.
20. you do and plan something in last minutes.
21. you wear sandal that i gave to you.
22.YOU STOLE MY HEART AND HARDLY RETURN IT BACK!