~~@zif@r~~

my name is Rafiza...terbalik kan jadik laaa azifar..hikhikhik..ske2..
since i was in primary school..i wonder what is "rafiza" means...sbb..selalunye name2 kan ade maksudnye..ape la maksud name aku ni ek..:P..name kakak2 n abang aku senang jek kot..name ak je pelik sket..pelik..tp ad je yg name same..

on emore thing, people tend to spell it wrongly..such as : rafizah...benci GILERRRR...xtau la knp..tp xske..the right spelling is RAFIZA...

i was dunno the right meaning of my name until 2 months ago (in august)..mase tu tgh kecoh pasal H1N1...i was back from Taiwan (AMSC)..kene tahan in the airport coz demam..back in hukm g la clinic..igtkan clinic warga xterima kes H1N1..maka dgn itu..g la A&E..ramai gilerrr org..sume pakai mask..what i can say..just wait la..from 8++ until 11++ br la jumpe Dr..i was assigned with a foreign Dr. lupe plak name die (confidentiality..wink*)..belum duduk lg the Dr asked me whether i know the meaning of my name or not...straight away answer "NO"..of course i dunno...he didn't believe in me..omg..tolong la pecaye..i convinced him that i dunno because i never asked my parent bout it..once i asked my mum but she dunno..my father give it..but he is rest in peace now..so, back to the story..the Dr said that my name means

"YOU ALWAYS SAY NO"...

:-O...ternganga aku...ad ke patut...i take it lightly..but it kind of weird of knowing your own meaning of life..then i asked..

"how do you know???"

well...arabic is my mothertongue language..
i was speechless...
finally i believe it..
finally i know it..

then..he checked me..bla..bla..bla...
at the end he asked me wheter i need any medication or not..then i said

"NO".."I don't like medication, i just want to rest."

but he still prescribed me with panadol..and asked me if anything i want..i said

"NO"

then he asked me, i need MC for how many days??..while thinking..he said 3days, enough??..i said..

"NO, 2 days only..if i take 3 days..i gain nothing for my spinal team.."

then back to my room at 12++...have lunch and took panadol..

Sambil baring2..tetibe teringat..

"YOU ALWAYS SAY NO"

bile teringat balik betul laaaa...everything he offered me i said "NO"...

mesti dr tu gelak je dalam hati..CISSSS...